Kingfisher’s Fire

February 11, 2009 by anwaldrop

Being that it is Christmas break, I have finally found time to read a book that is not related to classes, which is Kingfisher’s Fire by Peter Harris.  And, thanks to Christmas break once more, I finally get to write a blog post!

I have been wanting to read this book ever since I got it during the Renewal Conference in October (a gathering of students from around North America involved in creation care).  I recieved it for free because it is written by the founder of A Rocha, which is the organization that I am helping to lead on Westmont’s campus.  For those of you that don’t know, which is probably 99% of you, A Rocha means ‘the rock’ in Portuguese and is an International Christian Conservation Organization.  Which is quite the mouthful whenever you want to explain it…  So, being that I had about as much knowledge of A Rocha as any random person, I figured that it was about time that I read this book which chronicles the development of A Rocha.  

This book is very simple in structure, but very potent in message.  The shape of it is basically a chronological description of the growth of A Rocha from one field center in Portugal to 17 national organizations.  This in itself was quite extraordinary to read because of this happening in only about 25 years.  I really enjoyed this story of how A Rocha has progressed over the years.  At first, A Rocha was a field study center in Portugal ran by Peter Harris, his family, and others that were gathered with the same creation care passions. They worked to conserve and restore local habitat by involving the local community in innovative methods.  Most remarkably, all of these efforts were done out of their love of Christ and his work, which is why this organization has turned out to be so unique. (This is quite extraordinary in that there doesn’t seem to be any other organization like it.  A distinctly Christian conservation organization is still a new concept today.)  So, as the work in Portugal began to stabilize, A Rocha began to spread around the world as Peter Harris helped to start up other centers, and other interested Christians began to implement the practices of the original center.  A Rocha Lebanon helped to save a critical wetland  in a war torn country, and A Rocha Kenya initiated an ecotourist venture to save a forest which in turn would provide funds for children to attend secondary school.  It was so interesting to read about how A Rocha could take on different roles in each situation and how the Bible could be uniquely adapted to each situation while still retaining the message of the Gospel.

I really enjoyed the way that this book had me look at my own goals as a Christian in conservation.  It was incredibly gratifying to read their theology, which is very holistic in its look at the world, and non-escapist.  They don’t just care about creation in that they sacrifice human relationships in favor of saving species, and they don’t see creation as simply a means of satisfying human needs, and thus as dispensable in favor of human advancement.  They desire to give creation the same value as God gives it.  God desires that all species ‘be fruitful and multiply’, and He desires that we ’serve and keep’ creation.  He doesn’t desire that we trample creation in order to provide ever more wealth for ourselves, and he doesn’t desire that we worship creation and thus lose site of the creator.  A Rocha’s mission is to worship our creator God who desires that we give the same value to his creatures as he does, which means habitat destruction and environmental degradation in the name of human advancement and leisure is not the right relationship.  That kind of view does not have God at the center.  Yes, Jesus came to save, but He came to save all of creation, and creation is about relationships.  And that is why I respect this story of A Rocha so much.  It is less a story about saving one wetland, or one species than it is a story about Christians desiring to serve out their vocation as stewards of God’s creation.  The most encouraging part of it was the community aspect of A Rocha.  Environmental callings can so easily become hostile to humans that humans become this part of the environment that should never interact with the rest of the creation.  This sentiment is easy to fall into, as I myself have pondered, therefore it is great to read about the harmony with all of creation that A Rocha expounds.  Such a vocational slant towards conservation has the propensity to bring criticism from some Christians.   Some may say that this ignores the Christian call to convert, but I think that it genuinely fulfills the Christian call in that it desires to form right relationships with all of creation, not just humans.  I think that it is detrimental to human relationships when we try to remove them from the rest of creation.  When we hurt our relationship with creation, we are inevitably hurting our relationship with God.  This doesn’t mean that everyone needs to become a conservationist, but I do think that Christians need to adopt a more biblical view of creation in that we must be aware of how our actions in everyday life can neglect our responsibilities that God has given us towards all of creation.

 I was very taken in by this book, in that it was theologically refreshing, and substantially satisfying in its description of the work of A Rocha.  I definitely recommend it because of its relevance to many issues of today, its examples of suffering and joy in Christian communities around the world, and its ability to put the Western mentality in a different light being that A Rocha is international.  Peter Harris does end up name dropping a bit, but it appears that he has formed so many relationships that he feels indebted to all of the wonderful people that helped to make A Rocha a reality.  But, most of all, read this book because it doesn’t just show the work of humans, but the work of God through us, which can be seen in so many beautiful ways.

Of paranoia

February 11, 2009 by anwaldrop

As embarrassing as it is, I suffer from paranoia. I have been suffering for a few months, yet it seems like years. A typical experience for me is that I think that I see things a certain way and then when I turn and look at them again I perceive them differently, of which I have no explanation. Consequently, I become moderately paranoid due to this confusion. Many instances of these have actually turned out to not be valid suspicions, however I still have trouble getting past confusing situations.
I will present a recent example that has caused me grief. While getting lunch I was in line to get a bread bowl, which turned out to be delicious, and as I was reading the menu of soups I noticed that one of the soups was pork chile verde. I thought that I read this at the bottom of the list, but when I went to read it again, I saw that it was at the top of the list, which resulted in confusion. Unfortunately, I feel like my OCD attaches onto situations like these, which makes it very hard to get past.
Instances such as these have plagued me for months. Whenever I have a confusing moment such as this I start to get incredibly anxious. Unfortunately, another side effect of these instances is a propensity to catastrophize. What I mean by that is that I take a confusing event and turn it into a negative meaning for myself. This could consist from doubting all reality around me, or to worrying that an event like this has some secret meaning behind it, which is always negative. These are very frustrating extrapolations because they leave me feeling like I can’t be trusted as a friend or family member, and they also cause me to shy away from stress inducing circumstances such as those around cars.
So… obviously these are not fruitful experiences. Their ability to confuse me has caused me to go into a dark hole that is proving ever more slippery to get out of. I wish that I could have affirmation from somewhere that these instances have no significance. This affirmation does come from God and his word. I was reading in the Psalms last night, and it was comforting to hear the words that the earth is the Lord’s and that he has control over it. It is comforting to know that I am on this roller coaster ride called life. Maybe that is why I like roller coasters over cars. I don’t relish having control. When I want to have total control over my situation I always fail. There is always something confusing, or another mystery.
In conclusion, this whole experience is a matter of faith. I am a simple being at the mercy of God. I have no idea what happened during those paranoid experiences, which gives me no warrant to freak out. Whatever happened, has happened, and all I can do is get on with it and do the best with what I have. These situations bring out the worst within me, and hopefully I will have the humility to let God redeem them with his eternal goodness. I lift these experiences up to you Lord, and I ask you to grant me courage to follow your commandments, seek the good, and live in fear of your judgment.

Wally’s turning green…

February 3, 2009 by anwaldrop

As the year has progressed I have begun to realize that much of my identity is present in my efforts towards creation care. Now this isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but it is something that I didn’t expect and that I have not gotten used to. Yes, I do perform a few little things to save resources and such, and I do help run A Rocha for Westmont, but I never thought that my identity would be so tied into this kind of paradigm. And, I guess, I don’t really like it. I feel that other people that run ministries have their identities outside of the ministries they run. First they are a Christian individual, and second they are a servant of God in whatever ministry they do. I feel that because environmental action is somewhat of a novelty, and that it does consume a lot of my time and thought, that it is very easy to be identified as someone that cares about the environment first and then other characteristics follow. It may also stem out of the fact that environmental action is new as an agenda item for ministry, therefore within the ministry world it is easy to be seen as a bit different than the other ministries. So, I leave with the questions: What do you identify with in your life? Are you a follower of Christ first? Or do you have another agenda that defines you more? As for me, I just need to work through the intricacies of being a follower of Jesus whose passion lies in being green.